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Midnight Therapy

by Nicolà

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1.
J'ai pas beaucoup dormi ces dernières nuits Enroulé dans mes pensées je m'oublie C'est pas moi qui ai choisi De me sentir ainsi Resister à ton charme Me défait de toutes mes armes Car j'aime paraître grand Un mec fort et dans son élan Mais avec toi ça passe pas J'te demanderais pas pourquoi J'ai juste envie d'aimer Bégayer car tu sais danser Admirer le fond d'ta pensée Terrifié quand à tes côtés C'est bien la marque d'une vérité J'ai souhaité à tout bas D'une vie pour toi et moi Me défaire du décors Te tenir quand tu dors Laisser de beaux discours Tracer un grand parcours Refuser l'abandon je trouve ça serait con Car j'ai juste envie d'aimer Me défaire du passer J'aimerais tout recommencer Et toutes ces peurs pouvoir les lâcher Si c'est pas l'histoire que tu veux Faudra faire avec pour aller mieux J'aimerais te voir en tête à tête Te tendre une main pour faire la fête Et si tu n'as pas envie J'te laisse profiter d'la vie Au fond c'est tout c'que j'te souhaite Maintenant que c'est dit ça paraît bien bête J'ai juste envie d'aimer
2.
It’s quite a feeling when I I close my eyes And I feel free It’s quite a feeling when I I wonder How could life become so sweet To run away and forget what use to be No paradise could repair this broken shield of memories I was hoping for some fun Have a youth while I am young oh yes But now I’m acing for someone To hear me out What is enough to believe Enough to believe me Enough to believe If he denies what he did to me It’s quite a feeling when I I realize how much I’ve seen To know I was a child When he said Honey don’t you run from me I am a friend if you sell your soul for free And when you break down begging for therapy The game will end Yeah I was hoping for some fun Have a youth while I am young oh yes But now I’m acing for someone To hear me out What is enough to believe Enough to believe me Enough to believe If he denies what he did to me I was hoping for some fun Have a youth while I am young oh yes What is enough to believe Enough to believe me Enough to believe If he denies what he did to me I’m acing for someone To hear me out What is enough to believe Enough to believe me Enough to believe If he denies what he did to me
3.
Ghost 03:05
I broke myself into your arms Lost myself deep into your park Then I cried I cried when I saw what I’d done I will die I’ll die then I will fall appart Take a look at me Say what you see I’ve lived my life so happily Been a ghost for fun A friend to none There’s no pride in what I’ve become I’ve known regret so many times Chasing a life that wasn’t mine What can I say I’ve wasted so much of my years By your side Nothing would change that now I fear Take a look at me Say what you see I’ve lived my life so happily Been a ghost for fun A friend to none There’s no pride in what I’ve become I’ve known regret so many times Chasing a life that wasn’t mine
4.
Hurting You 03:05
It’s hurting These words that I’m dropping I’m kinda, reloaded These thoughts got me tripping It’s kinda gross Deceived you I know that it’s not true You’re all I view, it’s all I knew Yeah, I’m an asshole, some kind of asshole These mechanics that I built are greater weapons for my guilt I shoot and control what I can control I’m the baddest in my mind when I am losing all the time I’m getting dumber every time I’m getting colder every Time and time again I lose a friend Mental overbend The story ends I’ve sunk in my past Told some lies to be wiser Than anyone who’s been telling me How it’s fucked up to go heavy on you Well I did And I tainted your light When there was trust from you I hate myself for hurting you this way You’re frozen A storm got me spinnin’ I’m gonna Regret it, reverse it and forget what kind of man Would hurt you No wonder you shadder the way you do It’s all I do No recollection, no pride, no anthem This parade is for the bravest of the hearts that did you wrong No search will help find I played with the line To remain into the abyss is a vengeful piece of mine It’s gotten somber in my mind It’s been a tougher game of Mindful of defeat No sweet release Facing off the heat Time to retreat I’ve sunk in my past Told some lies to be wiser Than anyone who’s been telling me How it’s fucked up to go heavy on you Well I did And I tainted your light When there was trust from you I hate myself for hurting you this way I’m crying to the moon ‘Cause I was wrong I was wrong I was wrong
5.
Dopamine 03:35
I’ve waited quite some time for this A teardrop in your eye, Shaking as you say goodbye You never were the one for me We searched for the high But it’s time that you leave There’s no calling back when in need of some care Just be sad like the rest of the hearts I have spared You better run and get some dopamine I’m not a therapy That’s what your friend’s for Heartbreak or loving you That’s up to me But now I’d rather see How good you beg for Get high on dopamine It’s what your looking for yeah Walk out the fantasy There’s not much craving for ya I’ve had my share of loss in love As blissful as can be, nothing works out perfectly The void that still resides in me Won’t get out the way so I’m setting you free There’s no coming back I forgot how to care Just get high on the memory of when I was there You better run and get some dopamine I’m not a therapy That’s what your friend’s for Heartbreak or loving you That’s up to me But now I’d rather see How good you beg for Get high on dopamine It’s what your looking for yeah Walk out the fantasy There’s not much craving for ya I won’t be your man tonight I won’t be no I won’t be your man tonight ‘Cause you better run and get some dopamine I’m not a therapy That’s what your friend’s for Heartbreak or loving you That’s up to me But now I’d rather see How good you How good you beg for Get high on dopamine It’s what your looking for yeah Walk out the fantasy There’s not much craving for ya I won’t be your man tonight I won’t be no I won’t be your man tonight No need to come back
6.
Phobia 03:53
Hello, doctor Can you give me an answer I’ve got myself into this mess And I know I’m needing some kind of conversation alone Hello, doctor Can you give me an answer Should I just rest and stay in bed ‘Cause I know I’m never getting out of this on my own It’s a long ride if you want To come undone, yeah It’s been a long while And I’ve been longing to know where you’d gone Hey, I’ve got news I am broken, hurting and confused Can I get to you Lost, burned and bruised Searching for myself and what to do Will you let me through Hello, doctor Can you give me an answer I’ve got myself into this mess And I know I’m needing some kind of therapy of my own Hello, doctor Can you give me an answer Should I give up and lose all hope ‘Cause no one has ever found a remedy for my soul It’s a long ride if you want To come undone, yeah It’s been a long while And I’ve been longing to know where you’d gone Hey, I’ve got news I am broken, hurting and confused Can I get to you Lost, burned and bruised Searching for myself and what to do Will you let me through Could it be Hey, I’ve got news I am broken, hurting and confused Can I get to you Lost, burned and bruised Searching for myself and what to do Will you let me through I’m begging you now, begging you now Phobia
7.
Could you show me how to stand Find the strength to be a man I wish that you would hold my hand So I know I am a friend There's been winters and snow Heat of summers at home And I've been waiting by But if this is your remedy I'll let the silence reign Don't know you I want to So I'll hear your pain So I'll hear your pain It's all quiet now Can't believe no words come out Is this how you want to show me care I'm confused as I don't know what's there I see bruises that two strangers bare I wish that you'd just share But if this is your remedy I'll let the silence reign Don't know you I want to So I'll hear your pain So I'll hear your pain 'Cause if this is your remedy I'll let the silence reign Don't know you I want to So I'll hear your pain So I'll hear your pain
8.
Paranoid 04:04
You’re gonna fall for me You’re gonna taste something sweet That’s what you said, that’s what you said There’s no one else you will please You’re gonna beg if I leave So get in bed, that’s what you said But tell me how do you get by, Another day I lost myself in pitty game I got no shame But please don’t call me Paranoid When I’m bout to lose it all You’re high on jealousy No broken therapy Could fuck it up so violently yeah There’s no love now You’re building up a wall There’s no love now It’s time for me to step down Para-Para-Paranoid I wish to get myself out Release my thoughts for these doubts between us now And when the fall takes me down I’ll rather live underground then in your mind But tell me how do you get by, Another day I lost myself in pitty game I got no shame But please don’t call me Paranoid When I’m bout to lose it all You’re high on jealousy No broken therapy Could fuck it up so violently yeah There’s no love now You’re building up a wall There’s no love now It’s time for me to step down Para-Para-Paranoid You’re saying I’m paranoid With no regret You’re talking faster than you should For reasons that I don’t know You’re saying I’m insecure That’s my own shit I’m getting weaker in my mind So I will not fight this time
9.
If this’ a simulation Then how can my love be real for you If this’ a simulation Then tell me can you hear the silence too And if I close mye yes what remains of us two I need you to know If this’ a simulation Then how can my love be real for you
10.
Don’t cry tonight Leave the sad song For when the time is right Let it spin the clock Enjoy our moment ‘Cause it’s all we’ve got It happens naturally As if something came to change inside And it’s all night visions I see My freedom comes with peace So I wish to keep my faith alive And it’s all night visions I see It happens naturally Don’t cry tonight Dawn is fading, but stars will come alive Leave your fears behind Accept the moment And know that life goes by It happens naturally As if something came to change inside And it’s all night visions I see My freedom comes with peace So I wish to keep my faith alive And it’s all night visions I see It happens naturally I see in your eyes That you’re afraid to fly Let your tears fall dry And let me say goodbye It happens naturally And it’s all night visions I see My freedom comes with peace And it’s all night visions I see It happens naturally Search well deep inside 'Cause you'll know just what to do yeah It happens naturally
11.
Unknown 03:30
Memories Are living back To warn me of what I know And lately I’m taken back To how good I was on my own You’ve really taken all of what I’ve owned Don’t silence me ‘cause You want me all over yourself As if you know me so well But I won’t make it I was never meant to be Part of your life And I got broken by your side I think I’m happier unknown Unknown I think I’m happier unknown I’ve never been the one to fight it If you close the door Not missing something I’ve given what I thought you wanted But I can’t reach for me Collect yourself in all the places You have failed to soar No wonders out there You know how hard I’ve tried but I have never Reset the score So I’ll go down the river So that can time heal me forever You want me all over yourself As if you know me so well But I won’t make it I was never meant to be Part of your life And I got broken by your side I think I’m happier unknown It’s time to kiss me goodbye ‘Cause I’m leaving tonight It’s time to kiss me goodbye ‘Cause I’m leaving tonight Goodbye I think I’m happier unknown

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released April 30, 2023

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Au cœur de ses musiques Nicolà parcourt amour, mélancolie et frénésie afin de transmettre des messages universels. C'est avec Midnight Therapy qu'il a fait ses premier pas, accompagné d'influences rock et jazz, pour se dévoiler musicalement et se trouver. ... more

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