1. |
Envie d'Aimer
03:28
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J'ai pas beaucoup dormi ces dernières nuits
Enroulé dans mes pensées je m'oublie
C'est pas moi qui ai choisi
De me sentir ainsi
Resister à ton charme
Me défait de toutes mes armes
Car j'aime paraître grand
Un mec fort et dans son élan
Mais avec toi ça passe pas
J'te demanderais pas pourquoi
J'ai juste envie d'aimer
Bégayer car tu sais danser
Admirer le fond d'ta pensée
Terrifié quand à tes côtés
C'est bien la marque d'une vérité
J'ai souhaité à tout bas
D'une vie pour toi et moi
Me défaire du décors
Te tenir quand tu dors
Laisser de beaux discours
Tracer un grand parcours
Refuser l'abandon je trouve ça serait con
Car j'ai juste envie d'aimer
Me défaire du passer
J'aimerais tout recommencer
Et toutes ces peurs pouvoir les lâcher
Si c'est pas l'histoire que tu veux
Faudra faire avec pour aller mieux
J'aimerais te voir en tête à tête
Te tendre une main pour faire la fête
Et si tu n'as pas envie
J'te laisse profiter d'la vie
Au fond c'est tout c'que j'te souhaite
Maintenant que c'est dit ça paraît bien bête
J'ai juste envie d'aimer
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2. |
Enough To Believe
03:42
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It’s quite a feeling when I
I close my eyes
And I feel free
It’s quite a feeling when I
I wonder
How could life become so sweet
To run away and forget what use to be
No paradise could repair this broken shield of memories
I was hoping for some fun
Have a youth while I am young oh yes
But now I’m acing for someone
To hear me out
What is enough to believe
Enough to believe me
Enough to believe
If he denies what he did to me
It’s quite a feeling when I
I realize how much I’ve seen
To know I was a child
When he said
Honey don’t you run from me
I am a friend if you sell your soul for free
And when you break down begging for therapy
The game will end
Yeah
I was hoping for some fun
Have a youth while I am young oh yes
But now I’m acing for someone
To hear me out
What is enough to believe
Enough to believe me
Enough to believe
If he denies what he did to me
I was hoping for some fun
Have a youth while I am young oh yes
What is enough to believe
Enough to believe me
Enough to believe
If he denies what he did to me
I’m acing for someone
To hear me out
What is enough to believe
Enough to believe me
Enough to believe
If he denies what he did to me
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3. |
Ghost
03:05
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I broke myself into your arms
Lost myself deep into your park
Then I cried
I cried when I saw what I’d done
I will die
I’ll die then I will fall appart
Take a look at me
Say what you see
I’ve lived my life so happily
Been a ghost for fun
A friend to none
There’s no pride in what I’ve become
I’ve known regret so many times
Chasing a life that wasn’t mine
What can I say
I’ve wasted so much of my years
By your side
Nothing would change that now I fear
Take a look at me
Say what you see
I’ve lived my life so happily
Been a ghost for fun
A friend to none
There’s no pride in what I’ve become
I’ve known regret so many times
Chasing a life that wasn’t mine
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4. |
Hurting You
03:05
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It’s hurting
These words that I’m dropping
I’m kinda, reloaded
These thoughts got me tripping
It’s kinda gross
Deceived you
I know that it’s not true
You’re all I view, it’s all I knew
Yeah, I’m an asshole, some kind of asshole
These mechanics that I built are greater weapons for my guilt
I shoot and control what I can control
I’m the baddest in my mind when I am losing all the time
I’m getting dumber every time
I’m getting colder every
Time and time again
I lose a friend
Mental overbend
The story ends
I’ve sunk in my past
Told some lies to be wiser
Than anyone who’s been telling me
How it’s fucked up to go heavy on you
Well I did
And I tainted your light
When there was trust from you
I hate myself for hurting you this way
You’re frozen
A storm got me spinnin’
I’m gonna
Regret it, reverse it and forget what kind of man
Would hurt you
No wonder you shadder the way you do
It’s all I do
No recollection, no pride, no anthem
This parade is for the bravest of the hearts that did you wrong
No search will help find
I played with the line
To remain into the abyss is a vengeful piece of mine
It’s gotten somber in my mind
It’s been a tougher game of
Mindful of defeat
No sweet release
Facing off the heat
Time to retreat
I’ve sunk in my past
Told some lies to be wiser
Than anyone who’s been telling me
How it’s fucked up to go heavy on you
Well I did
And I tainted your light
When there was trust from you
I hate myself for hurting you this way
I’m crying to the moon
‘Cause I was wrong
I was wrong
I was wrong
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5. |
Dopamine
03:35
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I’ve waited quite some time for this
A teardrop in your eye,
Shaking as you say goodbye
You never were the one for me
We searched for the high
But it’s time that you leave
There’s no calling back when in need of some care
Just be sad like the rest of the hearts I have spared
You better run and get some dopamine
I’m not a therapy
That’s what your friend’s for
Heartbreak or loving you
That’s up to me
But now I’d rather see
How good you beg for
Get high on dopamine
It’s what your looking for yeah
Walk out the fantasy
There’s not much craving for ya
I’ve had my share of loss in love
As blissful as can be, nothing works out perfectly
The void that still resides in me
Won’t get out the way so I’m setting you free
There’s no coming back I forgot how to care
Just get high on the memory of when I was there
You better run and get some dopamine
I’m not a therapy
That’s what your friend’s for
Heartbreak or loving you
That’s up to me
But now I’d rather see
How good you beg for
Get high on dopamine
It’s what your looking for yeah
Walk out the fantasy
There’s not much craving for ya
I won’t be your man tonight
I won’t be no
I won’t be your man tonight
‘Cause you better run and get some dopamine
I’m not a therapy
That’s what your friend’s for
Heartbreak or loving you
That’s up to me
But now I’d rather see
How good you
How good you beg for
Get high on dopamine
It’s what your looking for yeah
Walk out the fantasy
There’s not much craving for ya
I won’t be your man tonight
I won’t be no
I won’t be your man tonight
No need to come back
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6. |
Phobia
03:53
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Hello, doctor
Can you give me an answer
I’ve got myself into this mess
And I know I’m needing some kind of conversation alone
Hello, doctor
Can you give me an answer
Should I just rest and stay in bed
‘Cause I know I’m never getting out of this on my own
It’s a long ride if you want
To come undone, yeah
It’s been a long while
And I’ve been longing to know where you’d gone
Hey, I’ve got news
I am broken, hurting and confused
Can I get to you
Lost, burned and bruised
Searching for myself and what to do
Will you let me through
Hello, doctor
Can you give me an answer
I’ve got myself into this mess
And I know I’m needing some kind of therapy of my own
Hello, doctor
Can you give me an answer
Should I give up and lose all hope
‘Cause no one has ever found a remedy for my soul
It’s a long ride if you want
To come undone, yeah
It’s been a long while
And I’ve been longing to know where you’d gone
Hey, I’ve got news
I am broken, hurting and confused
Can I get to you
Lost, burned and bruised
Searching for myself and what to do
Will you let me through
Could it be
Hey, I’ve got news
I am broken, hurting and confused
Can I get to you
Lost, burned and bruised
Searching for myself and what to do
Will you let me through
I’m begging you now, begging you now
Phobia
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7. |
Louder Than The Sound
02:48
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Could you show me how to stand
Find the strength to be a man
I wish that you would hold my hand
So I know I am a friend
There's been winters and snow
Heat of summers at home
And I've been waiting by
But if this is your remedy
I'll let the silence reign
Don't know you
I want to
So I'll hear your pain
So I'll hear your pain
It's all quiet now
Can't believe no words come out
Is this how you want to show me care
I'm confused as I don't know what's there
I see bruises that two strangers bare
I wish that you'd just share
But if this is your remedy
I'll let the silence reign
Don't know you
I want to
So I'll hear your pain
So I'll hear your pain
'Cause if this is your remedy
I'll let the silence reign
Don't know you
I want to
So I'll hear your pain
So I'll hear your pain
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8. |
Paranoid
04:04
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You’re gonna fall for me
You’re gonna taste something sweet
That’s what you said, that’s what you said
There’s no one else you will please
You’re gonna beg if I leave
So get in bed, that’s what you said
But tell me how do you get by,
Another day
I lost myself in pitty game
I got no shame
But please don’t call me
Paranoid
When I’m bout to lose it all
You’re high on jealousy
No broken therapy
Could fuck it up so violently yeah
There’s no love now
You’re building up a wall
There’s no love now
It’s time for me to step down
Para-Para-Paranoid
I wish to get myself out
Release my thoughts for these doubts between us now
And when the fall takes me down
I’ll rather live underground then in your mind
But tell me how do you get by,
Another day
I lost myself in pitty game
I got no shame
But please don’t call me
Paranoid
When I’m bout to lose it all
You’re high on jealousy
No broken therapy
Could fuck it up so violently yeah
There’s no love now
You’re building up a wall
There’s no love now
It’s time for me to step down
Para-Para-Paranoid
You’re saying I’m paranoid
With no regret
You’re talking faster than you should
For reasons that I don’t know
You’re saying I’m insecure
That’s my own shit
I’m getting weaker in my mind
So I will not fight this time
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9. |
Simulation (Interlude)
01:15
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If this’ a simulation
Then how can my love be real for you
If this’ a simulation
Then tell me can you hear the silence too
And if I close mye yes what remains of us two
I need you to know
If this’ a simulation
Then how can my love be real for you
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10. |
Night Visions
03:27
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Don’t cry tonight
Leave the sad song
For when the time is right
Let it spin the clock
Enjoy our moment
‘Cause it’s all we’ve got
It happens naturally
As if something came to change inside
And it’s all night visions I see
My freedom comes with peace
So I wish to keep my faith alive
And it’s all night visions I see
It happens naturally
Don’t cry tonight
Dawn is fading, but stars will come alive
Leave your fears behind
Accept the moment
And know that life goes by
It happens naturally
As if something came to change inside
And it’s all night visions I see
My freedom comes with peace
So I wish to keep my faith alive
And it’s all night visions I see
It happens naturally
I see in your eyes
That you’re afraid to fly
Let your tears fall dry
And let me say goodbye
It happens naturally
And it’s all night visions I see
My freedom comes with peace
And it’s all night visions I see
It happens naturally
Search well deep inside
'Cause you'll know just what to do yeah
It happens naturally
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11. |
Unknown
03:30
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Memories
Are living back
To warn me of what I know
And lately
I’m taken back
To how good I was on my own
You’ve really taken all of what I’ve owned
Don’t silence me ‘cause
You want me all over yourself
As if you know me so well
But I won’t make it
I was never meant to be
Part of your life
And I got broken by your side
I think I’m happier unknown
Unknown
I think I’m happier unknown
I’ve never been the one to fight it
If you close the door
Not missing something
I’ve given what I thought you wanted
But I can’t reach for me
Collect yourself in all the places
You have failed to soar
No wonders out there
You know how hard I’ve tried but I have never
Reset the score
So I’ll go down the river
So that can time heal me forever
You want me all over yourself
As if you know me so well
But I won’t make it
I was never meant to be
Part of your life
And I got broken by your side
I think I’m happier unknown
It’s time to kiss me goodbye
‘Cause I’m leaving tonight
It’s time to kiss me goodbye
‘Cause I’m leaving tonight
Goodbye
I think I’m happier unknown
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Au cœur de ses musiques Nicolà parcourt amour, mélancolie et frénésie afin de transmettre des messages universels. C'est avec Midnight Therapy qu'il a fait ses premier pas, accompagné d'influences rock et jazz, pour se dévoiler musicalement et se trouver. ... more
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